Chapter 27: Sorry Meneer

Sorry Meneer..
I can't find the word "FAIL" in my life dictionary..
And I don't want to add a NEW ONE!!!
I'll get through this with a very big smile!!

I CAN DO THIS!!!

Chapter 26: ...

the richest man is the person who is willing to give to others..
when he is even have a little for himself..
while the poorest man is the person who is do not want to give..
while he has plenty..

the strongest person in the world..
is not the guy that has the most strength or body..
is the ugliest guy..
with a big dream..
that won't let anything get in his way..
in a positive way..

Chapter 25: Run FASTER!!

Ya, aku tahu
Seakan garis finish tercabut ketika aku bersamanya
Ya, Aku berhenti berlari
Terpesona akan sayap indah kupu-kupu
yang terbang elok didepan pandang mata

Dan sekarang pun
aku berlari dengan penuh penyesalan
tidak bisa kubohongi hatiku
yang menangis, memecahkan kaca perasaan

Namun aku tahu
Tidak ada satupun
Yang dapat menghalangiku menggapai anganku

Melihat kebelakang bukanlah menatap kemenangan
yang berlalu, biarlah
tidak ada yang perlu disesali

jika ada waktu yang terbuang percuma
kenapa kau tidak makin berlari sekuat tenaga
Tahukah kau?
Allah selalu sayang dengan hamba-Nya tidak pantang menyerah
dan selalu berusaha!

Allah selalu bersamaku
Telinga, mata, hati dan pikiran
selalu bersama-Nya
Yakinlah
semua akan terselesaikan dengan baik
tidak ada yang perlu ditakutkan
yakin
dan melangkah lah dengan dada tegap
dengan mantap

Bismillah!!

-Delft, 30 May 2010; 18:55-

Chapter 24: I know I can

Competing with the pace of time..
Running with both of my legs..
Exhausted, cramps, but I still have to..

Wish I had four legs..
Can I borrow the spiders?
Or the braids?
Otherwise I just keep running and runnning..

Can you see?
The audiences looking at me hysterically..
Some smiles, some tears, some cynical faces...

I see them..
Then my heart is broken..
Realizing that walking on my destiny path..
Can be this hard..

But please..
Change my middle name..
Change my face..
Change my history..
If I can't conquer this challenge..
I was born to be a lion tamer..
This is still his child..
I even haven't met his father yet..
And his mother even more savage..

So..
I know I can
Because I was born to be..

Chapter 23: As the time goes on...

Walking in the medieval times..
Dark, Quietly, Painfully..
Only you, torch and the rotten leafs..

The willows are standing there with their eyes open..
Water is dancing with their murmur sound..
Following me..
Running on me..
With my running steps..
In my search of..
The pairs of my heart..

The frog offered his help..
Likewise the squirrel...
but the shapes was not match..
The color was not red..
where is my pair?
I want it so bad....

And here I am..
Confusing in front of the three doors, three colors..
With other small doors nearby..
Will get bigger as I won't let it by..

The first room.. The wizard..
With his bald head, white skin, and his dining table..
Saying that he's been through the world..
The second room.. The bull...
Saying that he's the best that you can have..
But I still can't see his horn..
The third room.. The anonymous..
He looks very bright.. pushing me to close my eyes..

But I still can feel it..
Warm, peaceful, safe, and the love..
He brings me to the sky.. Flying with my eyes closed...
I don't know who's room it is..
The guys.. or other...

I let the time monster and his sister, destiny, decide it for me..
I knew they will give me the best..
I just have to give my best..

Amien