Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Chapter 17 : The burden

Deer Daiyeri,

Why i've been walking in this transparant line...
It's like..
I know what i'm doing..
But i really don't know why i must do it..

Is God really loves me?
Then why i can't walk together with the others..
Lightly.. No Load.. With someone I love..
Did i make mistake even before I born?
Does reincarnation even exist?
Then why I have to feel all of this?
It's heavy, God.. I want to throw it to the ocean.. I wish i could

I want to get the cure..
To be myself..
To be my own..
Live my life to the fullest..
Just... Give it to me...
Promise, I won't be bad...

-Deventer, 10/03/2010 ; 12:41 AM-

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