Chapter 7 : Spirit

What's wrong with my heart?

I want to move, but i can't

My ambition is binding me with a huge pivot

My freedom also told me not

Arrived here

I always want to fly as free as a dragonfly

I want to do what my mind want me to do

I know what is my boundary

But i don't want other people make it for me

Maybe i've been carrying an evil on my shoulder

Since tonight i can't be a real fighter

My motivation is really weak

I need some trigger to achieve my peak

Allah,

What should i do?

Could you just tell me what is the secret on a hero?

Could you share your eternal flame and placing it inside?

I need your guidance

I am begging you

Knees and begged

Crying and despair

-Deventer, Wednesday 27th January 2010-