My house is not a home

My house is a not a home
Anymore

My house is not a home
When I can not do the things that I like
My house is not a home
When I find that the conversations are not suitable for my ears
My house is not a home
When the companions do not support me to reach my dreams
My house is not a home
When I always insisted to join the things that is not suited for my soul
My house is not a home
When it is hard for me to do the right things!!

Should I stay or should I run away?
I did talk but it vanished by a single blow
If I yelled, they would run and never come back
I do not want to be the bad guy
then I trapped and I can not get out

My house is not a home anymore
What should I do for it??

-Our home, 17/06/2011-