Chapter 25: Run FASTER!!

Ya, aku tahu
Seakan garis finish tercabut ketika aku bersamanya
Ya, Aku berhenti berlari
Terpesona akan sayap indah kupu-kupu
yang terbang elok didepan pandang mata

Dan sekarang pun
aku berlari dengan penuh penyesalan
tidak bisa kubohongi hatiku
yang menangis, memecahkan kaca perasaan

Namun aku tahu
Tidak ada satupun
Yang dapat menghalangiku menggapai anganku

Melihat kebelakang bukanlah menatap kemenangan
yang berlalu, biarlah
tidak ada yang perlu disesali

jika ada waktu yang terbuang percuma
kenapa kau tidak makin berlari sekuat tenaga
Tahukah kau?
Allah selalu sayang dengan hamba-Nya tidak pantang menyerah
dan selalu berusaha!

Allah selalu bersamaku
Telinga, mata, hati dan pikiran
selalu bersama-Nya
Yakinlah
semua akan terselesaikan dengan baik
tidak ada yang perlu ditakutkan
yakin
dan melangkah lah dengan dada tegap
dengan mantap

Bismillah!!

-Delft, 30 May 2010; 18:55-

Chapter 24: I know I can

Competing with the pace of time..
Running with both of my legs..
Exhausted, cramps, but I still have to..

Wish I had four legs..
Can I borrow the spiders?
Or the braids?
Otherwise I just keep running and runnning..

Can you see?
The audiences looking at me hysterically..
Some smiles, some tears, some cynical faces...

I see them..
Then my heart is broken..
Realizing that walking on my destiny path..
Can be this hard..

But please..
Change my middle name..
Change my face..
Change my history..
If I can't conquer this challenge..
I was born to be a lion tamer..
This is still his child..
I even haven't met his father yet..
And his mother even more savage..

So..
I know I can
Because I was born to be..

Chapter 23: As the time goes on...

Walking in the medieval times..
Dark, Quietly, Painfully..
Only you, torch and the rotten leafs..

The willows are standing there with their eyes open..
Water is dancing with their murmur sound..
Following me..
Running on me..
With my running steps..
In my search of..
The pairs of my heart..

The frog offered his help..
Likewise the squirrel...
but the shapes was not match..
The color was not red..
where is my pair?
I want it so bad....

And here I am..
Confusing in front of the three doors, three colors..
With other small doors nearby..
Will get bigger as I won't let it by..

The first room.. The wizard..
With his bald head, white skin, and his dining table..
Saying that he's been through the world..
The second room.. The bull...
Saying that he's the best that you can have..
But I still can't see his horn..
The third room.. The anonymous..
He looks very bright.. pushing me to close my eyes..

But I still can feel it..
Warm, peaceful, safe, and the love..
He brings me to the sky.. Flying with my eyes closed...
I don't know who's room it is..
The guys.. or other...

I let the time monster and his sister, destiny, decide it for me..
I knew they will give me the best..
I just have to give my best..

Amien

Chapter 23: If this how it feels

If this how it feels
I don't want to be like this

If this how it feels
I don't want to be like this

If this how it feels
I don't want to be like this

If this how it feels
Then I have to stop this!!!!!

Chapter 23: .....

Hei you..
What are you doing right now?
Do you ever have me in your mind?
Even just a flash?

Don't you know?
Your presence is the sharpest knife
I want to hold you
But I can't
Teared my heart into pieces...

Ik denk dat dit is niet zomaar een gevoel
Let's just see what will happen next..
Always hoping that it will be some positive things..

Chapter 23: I am not brave

I wish I had the brave
Waking up I want to see your face
Sleep at night I want to see your smile
You are the angel coming through my heart
Blew me away to the seventh heaven

I wish I had the brave
Your eyes are my sunrise
Your smile is my rainbow
You are my perfect sky
You are my hero

I wish I had the brave
All i want just to give you calls
Saying how are you
All i want just to hug you tight
Saying I love you
All i want just to kiss your lip
And hearing you to say I do

I wish I had the brave
Now I really don't know what to do
I've never decided to become a secret admirer
Move on? Or standing still?
Reach the sky? Or see it from distance?

I wish I had the brave..

Chapter 22: Asa

Mata terpadu
Membuatnya tersipu
Bunga musim semi bermekaran
Seiring terangnya kalbu

Mungkin dia hanya hidup dalam angan
Dimana semua hanya abu-abu
Praduga menari-nari
Terkadang memecahkan gelas
Menyakiti hati
Air mata luruh berlari

Entah kenapa
Angin tidak senyaman yang dinanti
Seakan mereka menghalangi
Negeri dongeng yang ada didalam mimpi

Ombak berdebar kencang
Begitu juga genderang perang
Semua takdir ataukah mimpi?
Jalani...
Tirai kan tersibak..menguak kebenaran Illahi..

-DeltaSync Office, 02/04/2010; 14:57-